Sycamore

EDIT
You guys.. I wrote this post in the middle of the night, not having anyone in my life to talk to about this. I'm beyond thankful to everyone of you that took time to comment.

I now have a plan! I will make sort of a manuscript with everything I want and need to say, in case I get too overwhelmed again.

From the absolute bottom of my heart, thank you all. Nerdfighteria will never cease to amaze me! <3

Uhm this is weird but I'm asking nerdfighters for advice because.. You guys will understand, if any one sees this post, and if I don't break any rules. I've never posted here.

Anyway, is it too fucking weird to bring in to show (in some way) the review of the Sycamore Tree to my next doctor's appointment at the psychiatry? It describes my current "wellbeing" better than my words can atm. I spent the last 6 months feeling oh no here it comes again while telling the doctor on the phone something like "I'm ok, been worse but not good but been much worse before. Hope you guys in the health service are doing ok". And now when I feel f* why didn't I say anything before, because now it's too late, I can't talk without crying.

THIS IS NOT A CRY FOR HELP POST I hope I don't make any one who might see this feel worse

Here's my experience with Windemere's Community Director and UDR (its property management). The way they handle their mistakes is pretty daunting and I was pretty shook by their superficial attitude. You may read the screenshots of exchanged text msgs between Windemere and me for proof. To view them in order, click my profile name and you will be re-directed so you can check photos uploaded by me only. A little bit of background:(5/4/21) Windemere posted unit 0*1 priced at $1690, I called Windemere for the 1st time for information and the rent price. Before I had a chance to fill out an application it was quickly taken a few hours later.

(5/6/21) I noticed unit 0*1 was available again but priced at $1730, I knew it was the unit from 2 days ago because of the same unit number. I called Windermere to ask about the price change from 2 days ago. The agent (male) told me the price reflects the renovated unit because the unit will be renovated before a new tenant moves-in summer of 2021. I called once more to ask about the unit and confirmed the rent $1730 (w/ renovation) with another agent (female).

(5/6/21) application filled out for unit 0*1 and holding deposit $100 + app fee $52.46 = $152.46 paid

(5/7/21) pre-approval email received

(5/7-11) Exchanged emails between UDR's move-in specialists to provide proof of income and complete cosigner's application (additional $52.46 paid) to be fully approved.

(5/8/21) Approval email received. Was asked to confirm move-in date, additional parking, any pets, and was informed welcome letter will be prepared

(5/10/21) Received text from someone who did not identify him/herself and announced rent was inaccurate, adjusted rent price to $1854. See attached screenshots. Since I confirmed the rent multiple times before the application, paid the deposit, was fully approved, and was waiting to sign the lease, I couldn't understand how they were so cool with raising a large sum of $ so suddenly with a shallow apology. I first asked for a refund then asked for ways of negotiations (2 weeks off, adjusted $1800, etc). Shouldn't they try to work this out since it is an error on their part? But instead they put down every suggestion I made, with excuses like Housing Law, who's going to fall for lies like that lol. They also tried to blame me for applying too early lol (typical shady management act, blaming the tenant), but I called them out that the unit was posted almost a week ago and they had plenty of time to update.

(5/

I was eager to finish this book and begin work on my staves, and I realised that all of them were diffuse-porous (mine are all maple + sycamore). you can imagine my vexation upon looking at my end grain in confusion, looking for alternating latewood and early wood that isn't there. What's more, is that nothing more in this book is stated about diffuse-porous woods.

So, for diffuse-porous trees, is the pigmented line the latewood, or is there simply no difference in colour between early and latewood- this would suggest that early wood is as strong as latewood, which doesn't entirely make sense to me as that would imply latewood as I understand it, doesn't exist in diffuse-porous woods. Assuming this is the case, Is it correct to use the pigment line on the end of a growth ring on my stave as the guide for the crown?

Honestly it feels like there's a practical joke that's gone 28 inches over my head, if you get what I mean.

Before anyone goes into "this is a crazy conspiracy theory" mode, these events are indeed true and did occur in sequence. The release of "Operation Timber Sycamore" was in 2017, gained some media attention- from credible sources- but fizzled away probably because Trump said something, and most are unaware of it even now.

The United States' heavy involvement in arming and training rebels in Syria, along with help form a litany of places like Jordan, Saudi Arabia, Turkey and Great Britain, goes back to 2012:

> AUGUST 13, 2012

> Over the weekend, on a visit to Turkey, a NATO member, to meet with Syrian opposition leaders and Foreign Minister Ahmet Davutoglu, the Turkish foreign minister, Secretary of State Hillary Clinton explicitly declared that Washington’s policy toward Syria is now in what she called the “operational” phase. “We have been closely coordinating over the course of this conflict, but now we need to get into the real details of such operational planning,” she said, adding: “Our intelligence services, our military have very important responsibilities and roles to play, so we are going to be setting up a working group to do exactly that.”

> In her statement with Davutoglu, Clinton said that the United States is doing the following:

> "First, supporting the opposition and their efforts to end the violence and begin the transition to a free and democratic Syria without Assad. The United States continues to provide the opposition with communications equipment and other forms of non-lethal assistance and direct financial assistance. We are coordinating our efforts with others who are also providing various forms of support."

from "Obama’s Regime-Change Policy in Syria" published in The Nation

> Of course, the United States is not supporting the opposition to “end the violence” but to intensify it.

> Second, it isn’t known exactly what aid is being provided to the opposition, but it’s certain that when Clinton talks about “communications equipment and other forms of non-lethal assistance,” she means sophisticated spy gear and probably intelligence about Syrian security forces.

> And third, when she says that the United States is coordinating with those providing “providing various forms of support,” that means with countries such as Saudi Arabia and Qatar that are supplying increasingly sophisticated arms via Turkey.

ISIS officially for

Here's my experience with Windemere's Community Director and UDR (its property management). The way they handle their mistakes is pretty daunting and I was pretty shook by their superficial attitude. You may read the screenshots of exchanged text msgs between Windemere and me for proof. To view them in order, click my profile name and you will be re-directed so you can check photos uploaded by me only. A little bit of background:
(5/4/21) Windemere posted unit 0*1 priced at $1690, I called Windemere for the 1st time for information and the rent price. Before I had a chance to fill out an application it was quickly taken a few hours later.

(5/6/21) I noticed unit 0*1 was available again but priced at $1730, I knew it was the unit from 2 days ago because of the same unit number. I called Windermere to ask about the price change from 2 days ago. The agent (male) told me the price reflects the renovated unit because the unit will be renovated before a new tenant moves-in summer of 2021. I called once more to ask about the unit and confirmed the rent $1730 (w/ renovation) with another agent (female).

(5/6/21) application filled out for unit 0*1 and holding deposit $100 + app fee $52.46 = $152.46 paid

(5/7/21) pre-approval email received

(5/7-11) Exchanged emails between UDR's move-in specialists to provide proof of income and complete cosigner's application (additional $52.46 paid) to be fully approved.

(5/8/21) Approval email received. Was asked to confirm move-in date, additional parking, any pets, and was informed welcome letter will be prepared

(5/10/21) Received text from someone who did not identify him/herself and announced rent was inaccurate, adjusted rent price to $1854. See attached screenshots. Since I confirmed the rent multiple times before the application, paid the deposit, was fully approved, and was waiting to sign the lease, I couldn't understand how they were so cool with raising a large sum of $ so suddenly with a shallow apology. I first asked for a refund then asked for ways of negotiations (2 weeks off, adjusted $1800, etc). Shouldn't they try to work this out since it is an error on their part? But instead they put down every suggestion I made, with excuses like Housing Law, who's going to fall for lies like that lol. They also tried to blame me for applying too early lol (typical shady management act, blaming the tenant), but I called them out that the unit was posted almost a week ago and they had plenty of time to update.