In the United States at least there are 3 grades of unleaded gasoline at most pumps. Does it really matter what grade of gas you use? Can I use the lowest grade one week and the next week get premium if I can afford it? Does it help with milage or does it keep your engine clean? What is the difference?
I know inhalants are stupid as fuck and you should never do them but it's too late to change the past. I've wanted to tell this story for a long time. I also don't ever suggest that anyone tries them because you'll be asking for brain damage.
I'm going to be trying to upload this on Erowid too.
EDIT: I've uploaded this story on Bluelight because I was getting suggestions to upload it there.
This report is going to be about multiple experiences I've had with huffing and uppers in general. Some experiences may be hard to describe so please bare with me. I'd like to start out by saying I am diagnosed with Severe Depression, Anxiety, ADD, and PTSD. Which have all been professionally diagnosed. I have been through a lot and have experienced things I shouldn't have at such a young age and I am honestly lucky to be alive. I have always been very tuned in to my emotions and think about my emotions differently than most people do. But anyway, I have used Marijuana, Alcohol, Nicotine, LSD, Mushrooms, DPH (Benadryl), DXM (Robitussin), Adderall, Methylphenidate, Methamphetamine, Xanax, Ativan, Oxycodone, Hydrocodone, Tramadol, and Inhalants. But for this report, I am going to be focusing on my use of stimulants and how they led me to do inhalants. I'm not really able to relate to a lot of people my age and I wanna be able to share my experiences with these substances somewhere people will most likely understand.
-How it started-
Growing up I wasn't really what you would call "popular" I got bullied a lot in elementary school and was what I would call an outcast in middle school. I also wasn't the smartest of people. I dealt with different forms of abuse growing up and it definitely affected me mentally. Around 3rd and 5th grade I started having a lot of problems focusing in school and on everything around me. My teacher started to notice this after yelling at me in front of the class for almost the entire year for not being able to finish any of my school work. The teacher called my parents and my parents took me into a psychiatrist's office where they got me prescribed ADHD meds. They actually did help at first but they actually ended up making my anxiety/depression worse. This led to me getting put on a plethora of different ADHD meds and having a large amount of fully filled pill bottles le... keep reading on reddit ➡
Or do, I'm not your mom. But it's extremely addicting; the auditory hallucinations will try to drag you back to the jerrycan. It's extremely psychedelic in high doses, almost like salvia or dmt. You'll experience vivid scenes of wild landscapes or unimaginable circumstances, like meeting the love of your life or listening to the wind talk to you.
You can even go so deep as to lose all contact with reality. I've had many insane experiences, but one I remember unlike any other. I imagined I was planted against this metaphysical barrier, like I was given a metric for 3 dimensional existance. This long black bar-thing stretched on forever, like it was an ever-expanding black log of 3 dimensional snapshots. On the end of this black thing was "me," a little orb of consciousness.
My dumbass brain decides to throw this orb, and throw it I did. I felt this never-ending falling sensation; like I was a rock swinging through space on the end of this growing string. I felt shaken to my core like I had just been given an idea of the limits of 3 dimensional consciousness. The best way I could describe it is having my 3 dimensional perspective fly through 4 dimensional space; I felt powerless and truly like I reached the limit of consciousness.
Tldr: The shit that powers cars is wild and I'm never doing it again.
Edit: Huffing gasoline is extremely dangerous and can cause severe long-term nerve and brain damage, among other affected systems. It also known to kill in the first sitting with no prior huffing experience, although rare. This post was meant as a trip report and cautionary tale; habitual re-huffing is almost impossible to resist, and can lead to hours of sitting in one spot huffing gas and frying your brain. Understand the risks before you do anything, and for your mother's sake, don't huff gas.
Edit 2, from u/GlaciatedNorth: Hydrocarbons found inside vroom vroom juice can cause a high from acting as a positive allosteric modulator for GABA and an NMDA antagonist among other things. The result can be a euphoric and psychedelic experience as the OP has reported .
However, it is incredibly dangerous to do and any usage is highly discouraged as huffing gasoline is inseparable from brain damage. Many hydrocarbons enter the blood brain barrier and can cause demyelination of neurons, which slows nerve signaling and can cause tremors and ataxia in the Peripheral nervous system and confusion, memory loss, behavioral issues and lower IQ in the Central nervous syste... keep reading on reddit ➡
Often times they are in places I'd very much like to keep intact.
Is there a way to dispatch them without the fireball?